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| I've been feeling really disconnected from the world. I miss him. I miss how things were when we first started dating. I still love him, but I want things to go back to how they WERE. I hate how they are now. I hate it. I don't feel close to him anymore. And things are really starting to get to me. I'm so damn depressed. I want things to change.
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| Life decides to kick me in the ass whenever things seem alright. Me and Michael are perfect. And I get to see him in less than two weeks, so that's badass ^.^ I can't wait.
But I have no best friend anymore. And honestly, that sucks. I just need to stop opening up to people. Fuck people.
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| When I used to use this site everyone I knew did too. And now barely anyone I know does. Also the whole site is changed. It's insane.
My life as of late has been anything but perfect. The only thing that has been pretty cool was the photo shoot Sarah and I did yesterday. Besides that I was sick for a week and stuck in the house. I missed a lot of school but I'm almost done making up the work. Michael and I have been fighting SOOOO much lately. It sucks. I want nothing more than for us to be happy and for us to work out. I love him so fucking much /= Other than all of that mess, things have been pretty lame, pretty boring.
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